i enjoy this.

song of the weak:
"Time to pretend" MGMT
i think i enjoy how hypocritical it makes me feel.

like most people around the age of 16 (17 on the 14th) i have teenage angst. i can't wait to get out of high school.
i think i need a new beginning.

and here's my general idea of why it's normal to hate grades 9-12:
we're all just so frustrated, i can't think of one person who goes into it knowing exactly what to do in every moment of every day and that sometimes we're all just so confused.
that's my general feeling towards high school, confusion.
there are some many possibilities and i feel like if i'm going to become an optimist i have to start now be ignoring the bad choices i've made since i haven't quite figured out how to learn from them yet.

so, in a short i am looking for a new life, a new start if you will, i just feel i need the chance to go back to the beginning and look at it from a different angle to see where i could have improved.