i enjoy music, it will probably be integrated into most posts and probably running through my head as i write. i've realized the other day that i have a tendency to fall in and out of love with the world quite often.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

this is ridiculous.

in case you haven't heard of this (http://www.cnn.com/2008/US/03/25/walm...) case i'm going to tell you how fucked it is.

a walmart employee was in a horrific accident caused permanent mental damage.
yes horrible.
so the woman sued with walmart on her behalf and...
VICTORY!! she wins $470,000.
that is awesome.

BIG FUCKING BUT!
she hadn't realized (how the fuck would she??) that in walmart fine print it states that the can seize any money won in court.
SO MOTHER FUCKING WALMART THAT MAKES BILLIONS took this poor women's money that she needed since she can't work any.

so i have decided i will i never associate myself with such a ridiculously corrupted corporation.

now please tell everyone you know of this travesty and decide for yourselves whether or not you feel you should support them.

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

i enjoy this.

song of the weak:
"Time to pretend" MGMT
i think i enjoy how hypocritical it makes me feel.

like most people around the age of 16 (17 on the 14th) i have teenage angst. i can't wait to get out of high school.
i think i need a new beginning.

and here's my general idea of why it's normal to hate grades 9-12:
we're all just so frustrated, i can't think of one person who goes into it knowing exactly what to do in every moment of every day and that sometimes we're all just so confused.
that's my general feeling towards high school, confusion.
there are some many possibilities and i feel like if i'm going to become an optimist i have to start now be ignoring the bad choices i've made since i haven't quite figured out how to learn from them yet.

so, in a short i am looking for a new life, a new start if you will, i just feel i need the chance to go back to the beginning and look at it from a different angle to see where i could have improved.